Mel Gibson To Oksana I Am “A F**king Failure”

Mel Gibson – who has been accused of domestic violence against Oksana Grigorieva, the mother of his 11-month-old daughter Lucia – emailed his former partner to apologise for his behaviour towards her.   The morning after he allegedly attacked the Oksana on January 6, 2010, damaging one of her teeth, Mel sent Oksana a message asking “How’s your tooth?”, followed by a second email an hour later stating: “I want to tell you how uspeakably sorry I am. (sic)”

In another email sent from the actor’s iPhone on March 2, he wrote:

“I really am losing my grip. I desperately need a solution. Sorry it has to affect you. I can’t stand anything any more… I’m stuck.  “I try to be ok but it overpowers me & i’m something I don’t want to be. It’s a primal scream thing. The pain is too great & everywhere I turn is making it heavier. Oh to have peace! Oh to have joy. Oh to be able to provide it for another. I’m a f**king failure. (sic)”

Mel – who has accused his former lover of trying to extort money from him – admitted in another email on March 7, he was terrified of his “outbursts”.   The 54-year-old star said:

“I love you… I was terrified of where we were going & my outbursts & the potential for damage.  “I felt a high degree of agitation in you when u left tonight. I’m sorry.  I guess I’m in a process of being torn down so I can rebuild.” 

Meanwhile in other e-mails Oksana who has said she feared for her life sent Mel a message telling him not to be so hard on himself and professing her love for him.   Oksana is so clearly a money grubbing liar.  She is apparently trying to fix her public image.  Well not to Okasana – first thing you have to do is SHUT UP!